The year 2015 has been quite a year so far for me. At my current age of 42 (birthday this month!) I have for the first time become public about something very private about me. I was unable to tell of this before. The reason? There are 2 main reasons. One is that I no longer believe there is a god has an interest in me and therefore will not bring about the justice I was promised for so many years. the second is Fear. Fear of not being believed, fear of being judged as a lesser person, fear of rejection.
Back in 2012 when I first told the extent of my abuse I found a very useful booklet, here is the link to it:
http://www.ecav.health.nsw.gov.au/online-shop/booklets-manuals/who-can-a-man-tell/
If the link fails please contact me and I will be happy to send you a copy.
Another useful resource is here: http://www.livingwell.org.au/